Susy
in retrospect ...
I have to say this was truly a difficult experience. My brother was a great wonderful guy and it seems hard to believe he is gone.
My days there became a blur all crumbled up together. I never really knew what day of the week it was.
Now, when I look at the 15 Days In the calendar of my last time spent there with Mike - and I try to remember dates of when things happened… I get confused because I can see that it wasn't really that much time, but yet it seemed it was so much longer, all the details of every little thing that happened, are recorded and ingrained in my mind - helping him live his final days. Now it seems it was really a very short time, if you look at a calendar it's such a short time & it seems it went by very quickly.
His courage and grace during all this are exceptional and an incredible example of his strength and character. As I sit here alone back at my home, I think - I will never be the same. A part of me has died with him.
Dear Big Brother,
I will carry you in my heart always!
You were always a great brother...
Your love, kindness, generosity, grace, faith and strength will forever remain in my heart.
I will miss you dearly and cherish every memory with love. Your beautiful family has all your traits and you will live on through them.
I am glad you are at peace.
Your little sister ...
I hope the flowers are beautiful ~ when I see roses from now on, I will always think of him đź’•
Friday April 1, 2016 at 10:42 am
